Friday, March 17, 2006

30ish and unsuccessful

It is embarrasing not to be successful at the age of 30 something, while 20ish ambitious boys and girls are coming out of schools each year and relentlessly emulating you and pushing you over at their best endeavors.

That kind of feelings and fears gradually overwhelmed me over the years after I turned 30.

Clock never stops ticking and my days are timed. Leaving the mundane world without any goal achieved at the end of my life will be the greatest sorrow my life could bring to me. And it's scary and sad enough by just envisioning how miserable it could be.

Farewell to the happy-go-lucky attitude. Life is a time bomb and anything we ever did and any moment passed could never be reversed after all.

May my life be full of fulfillment and joyce brought by my hard work and accompanying accomplishments.

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